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Monday, August 22, 2016
Sunday, August 21, 2016
Why is it only you?
Why you?
Even when I think of all the things I could have,
I think of you.
Why is it that it is only you?
Defying all that I know to be true.
I think of you.
Why is it that it is only you?
Defying all that I know to be true.
You stand higher than most,
but really you're just as lost as the rest.
Making my heart stop is really what you do best.
but really you're just as lost as the rest.
Making my heart stop is really what you do best.
I want you,
in my sheets, pulling my hair;
doing everything that makes me feel scared.
in my sheets, pulling my hair;
doing everything that makes me feel scared.
I need you,
to take me away into the night:
to wish together on stars that shine too bright.
to take me away into the night:
to wish together on stars that shine too bright.
I know me,
I want to reach for what cannot be mine.
Straying off paths with thin lines.
I want to reach for what cannot be mine.
Straying off paths with thin lines.
I wish I knew you.
You stand as if a god in a light too good to be true
but fall on the ground like a dog worn and abuse
You stand as if a god in a light too good to be true
but fall on the ground like a dog worn and abuse
Why is it only you?
A Thousand Days
A Thousand Days
For an eternity of false peace,
I had given the very essence of my life.
I cried and begged for the aching pain to cease
In my head I could only pray for the gentleness of a knife-
My soul remained intact but was shredded with every gust of wind.
Scared, broken, and abused, I clung to everyone like a lost kid.
I knew My love was not mine to give.
There was a point in where I realized it almost never existed.
For a thousand days I was angry,
I was angry- terrified of having nothing.
I cried and breathed for the need to feel something.
For a thousand days I prayed.
For a thousand more my heart would sway.
In those thousand days,
I had finally found that only the memory would stay.
For an eternity of false peace,
I had given the very essence of my life.
I cried and begged for the aching pain to cease
In my head I could only pray for the gentleness of a knife-
My soul remained intact but was shredded with every gust of wind.
Scared, broken, and abused, I clung to everyone like a lost kid.
I knew My love was not mine to give.
There was a point in where I realized it almost never existed.
For a thousand days I was angry,
I was angry- terrified of having nothing.
I cried and breathed for the need to feel something.
For a thousand days I prayed.
For a thousand more my heart would sway.
In those thousand days,
I had finally found that only the memory would stay.
Thursday, July 28, 2016
When we were friends?
When we were friends
Do you remember all the days in the sun?
Do you remember all days of so much fun?
It was never meant to last,
but we laughed until we forgot our past.
We forged ties under hidden lines,
and cherished the time, believing that everything
was fine.
Did you know that I knew?
Did you know the pain I would go through
for you?
When we were friends,
our path was already pre-determined.
A soul contract waiting to be broken.
The ties between me and you,
were fading all too soon
Your soul was meant to soar,
and mine was aching to be adored.
I knew not of what love was or could be.
I reached my hands out waiting for you to
come to me.
Do you see the emptiness in my eyes?
Do you feel the pain from all the lies?
When we were friends,
your path had intertwined with mine.
It was only for a split second as I
realized that I was the one who was not fine.
All the memories are in the past.
I have forgiven and left everything to
settle in shattered glass.
When we were friends,
I realized that was our end.
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